January 2012
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tentaclesandteacups replied to your post: I think you are absolutely gorgeous, seem very cool and would love to talk to you outside of tumblr….Text? This isn’t a “Send me nude” sort of thing. I would just really like to get to know you as a person
I got the same message from the same guy O____O
o.O creepy
miseengarde:
white girls who want my culture’s bindis and saris and henna
take my skin colour too
and my dark brown lips
take my self-hatred because i don’t fit into the euro-centric ideals of beauty
take the oppression too
take the history of colonization that has devastated my country
and the drones that currently devastate my country
take all the bad stuff too
not just the pretty,...
morosan asked: I think you are absolutely gorgeous, seem very cool and would love to talk to you outside of tumblr....Text? This isn't a "Send me nude" sort of thing. I would just really like to get to know you as a person
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mister-kiwi asked: You said: "There was a time, not so long ago, when I honestly felt like I understood all those people who pick up a gun and walk into their school and shoot as many people as they can before turning the gun on themselves." Don't feel too guilty about understanding those emotions; I did too. For me, I just liked wanted other people to feel like I did, picked on, worn down, like I was...
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frenchdogblog asked: Hey my name's Liam. I saw your picture on Trans* body pride and thought it was really awesome, you seem like someone I'd like to talk to. So, anyway, hi. How are you?
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girlsimadecrythisweek asked: Violent sex (with good consent and all of that of course) can actually be very cathartic. I have found it to totally bliss me out and relax me in a way that a less intense sex session just doesn't. I'm not sure if it's the adrenaline, endorphins, physical exhuastion, lack of breath or some combination of all of those. Or maybe it's pyschological and having 'power'...
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the-wrong-room asked: I read your post on self harm and violence, and you say maybe a contact sport would be good. I'd advise you to look into roller derby (I believe someone asked you about that before). I can assure you you'll find an amazing community that's super supportive and accepting. Loads of girls that do it are either some form of queer themselves are they completely support it. And it's...
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meghaleggan asked: Martial arts , Kick boxing, or Taiboe ;)
trigger warning - self injury, violence
There was a time, not so long ago, when I honestly felt like I understood all those people who pick up a gun and walk into their school and shoot as many people as they can before turning the gun on themselves.
It terrifies me that I understand that. Do I have that in me? Could I do that? Sometimes I have so much hatred for myself and other people that I think I could.
I am not normally a...
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heslikeahandsomeshark asked: Thanks for the advice, I'm going to start noting down things that concern me so that I have something to work from when I do talk to a doctor.
Send me numbers and I will love you forever.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Come on guys, ask me some!
“White people say [“It’s not fair, if white people can’t say n*gger, black people...”
– QUEERING THE GAME OF LIFE (via cocknbull)
yes yes yes
(via sexxxisbeautiful)
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heslikeahandsomeshark asked: I've been following for a while but not really talked to you so um hello Rowan , I was just wondering because I'm no good at talking in general but particularly bad at talking about myself what the best way of talking to a doctor about my mental health would be, like what sorts of questions would be good to ask or what will they ask you.
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Do you ever get the distinct feeling that you're...
I just want to feel wanted.
BPD Tumblr Challenge
therealuglyme:
To aid myself through recovery, I am going to dedicate each day to writing a short essay about each of the symptoms and roots of my BPD. The following symptoms (quoted from John M. Grohol, Psy.D) are what I will be writing about in order starting today:
Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment
A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships...
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I just need stability.
I can’t do maybes or possiblys.
I need to know what’s going on.
I know that I overreact in situations like this but I have sat waiting around for too many people and I can’t do that any more. It upsets me to an extent that it shouldn’t, but I can’t help the feelings of rejection and self doubt. That is just how my brain works.
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someone: quit apologizing
me: sorry
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morosan asked: I think you are absolutely gorgeous, seem very cool and would love to talk to you outside of tumblr....Text? This isn't a "Send me nude" sort of thing. I would just really like to get to know you as a person
I am going to the International Makeup Artist...
How exciting.
Having a weekend in London with friends.
Going to do a photoshoot with Ben Hopper while I’m there, also very exciting.
Life is good.
Not quite a soppy post
sl-inspired-by-women:
Firstly!! It’s funny how the tables turn ;) & now on to the real deal… Sometimes I think we have rushed ourselves a little, or should I say how I rushed a little, as I’m the one who asked you out hmmm. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret it, but at the time I was thinking about if I had seen you with someone else, it’d sting… a little. From your kisses to your cuddles...
“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple...”
– From “The Fault in Our Stars” by John Green (via heytheregaby)
Anonymous asked: What would you do if your current girlfriend cheated on you? get rid of her or work it out?
Anonymous asked: random comment: even though i'm not black, i find it incredibly hot that you're attracted to black girls and have dated them in the past. interracial same-sex relationships ftw
jasmineisthebadwolf asked: not to be nosey or anything, but what sleep app are you trying?
Trying out a sleep monitoring app on my phone...
trying to get a good sleeping pattern going, but im actually going to bed later than i had hoped tonight…
“Slut” is how we vilify a woman for exercising her right to say “yes”....”
– (via thechocolatebrigade)
Dear Current Girlfriend
notestomycurrentgirlfriend:
I want to hear your voice. Feel your hand on my skin.
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