July 2010
Maybe I will pick out a binder today. It will help I think.
Jul 31st
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So today i was tempted to shave my head. I don’t want to, because I have wanted dreads for so long, and I LOVE how they look. But there is just a little voice somewhere inside that says I look too much like a girl. Maybe because I am wearing girl clothes for the first day this week. Yeah, that’s probably it. I’m having a boy day but I’m dressed like a girl and its making me...
Jul 31st
Jul 31st
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I wish I could drive. I want to go on a road trip...
Jul 31st
Jul 31st
So a bizarre thing happened to me last night...
I got hit on. By a girl. A gay girl (obviously, sadly I don’t look like a boy whatsoever at the moment). IT WAS AWESOME. I suddenly realise that this had never happened to me before, and I didn’t quite know what the etiquette was… but I think I played it alright. Its just that its normally me being the one doing the hitting on, not the other way round. I think this might be...
Jul 30th
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MyLifeOnPaper;;: Okay so I probably shouldn’t have... →
Okay so I probably shouldn’t have done what I did with her But I don’t regret it She means to much. I love my bestfriend I really do, without that girl I would of gone insane So last night was when I saw someone that blew my mind She’s gorgeous I’ve thought she was gorgeous when I fisrst met her… :] this made me smile.
Jul 30th
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Girl Not Girly: Things That Do Not Make Me Less Of... →
1) Shaving/not shaving. 2) Using/not using a Diva Cup/Luna Pad/whatever. 3) Wearing/not wearing makeup. 4) Wearing dresses and skirts (more frequently)/wearing pants (more frequently). 5) How extreme/normal my hair is. 6) How socially/economically/politically marginalized I am/am not. 7) How…
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Jul 29th
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Boy: I love you
Genderqueer: Even though I'm not female?
Boy: I said you. Not female.
Genderqueer: I love you
Just wanted to say that the boy who said this to me is the greatest. I have hurt him so many times and yet he still sticks by me because he knows I didn't mean to.
Jul 29th
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Jul 28th
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iloveyoulessthanpunk: I change my hair when big...
cheyenneobvious: I do this too. Me too. I just left college and got 5 new piercings and am dreadlocking my hair.
Jul 28th
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So as I was sat here with bleach all over my hair I got to thinking about something that has been on my mind recently. An old school friend of mine has just got married. This in itself bothers me because shes only 18, the same age as me, and I can’t for the life of me imagine why she wants to get married so young. This is a girl who went through a string of boyfriends back when we were...
Jul 28th
blasfeminist asked: Dude. Check your email.
And also. What's something ridiculous and destructive that can be done in 3 minutes? :)
Jul 28th
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tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
Jul 28th
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Today
I am going to bleach my hair. Again. Just to get the green tinge out and the yellow roots. Then it is dreadlock time! I’m not sure I should really be attempting this on my own, but fuck it, I have always done my own hair and it has always come out alright. I feel like this is something I need to do on my own anyway, like the start of a new journey with just me and my hair…
Jul 28th
Boy: I love you
Genderqueer: Even though I'm not female?
Boy: I said you. Not female.
Genderqueer: I love you
Jul 27th
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I think the time has come
to get dreadlocks. Yes I love my hawk and everything, but my hair is getting long now. Too long to be spraying it up on a regular basis. And I don’t like how it looks down, so I end up tying it up every day. I could just cut it, but I have been telling myself to stop cutting it and let it grow long enough for dreads for literally years, and if I don’t do it now then I know I will end...
Jul 27th
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Jul 26th
A little bit of info.
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. 02. I have seen a therapist. 03. I love my mom. 04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. 05. I have gauged ears.  06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 08. I love to write. 09. I can’t live without chapstick. 10. I’m probably emotionally scarred. 11. I lived in Tahoe. 12. I spend...
Jul 25th
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I find amateur dramatics really quite hilarious.
Jul 24th
Dear Everyman,
genderqueer: xxboy:ihatethismess:thatbridgeisonfire:dont-blame-me:femblr: When we complain about men raping, abusing, harassing, and refusing us our human rights, and you come back angrily with “But some men aren’t like that! How dare you imply that I might be like that.” Do you not think that the problem might come from the very fact that you are angry at us for complaining, rather than angry...
Jul 24th
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Today The Nice Guy came to meet me briefly when I was in the pub with some friends. I may have failed to mention that he works at the college I was a student at until yesterday… So yes, us being… intimate… is not strictly allowed. Well as of now it is probably ok, now I have left college and I’m 18 and everything. So today was the staff getting drunk day at the college, and...
Jul 23rd
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Jul 23rd
“The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down...”
– (via itumblz) (via swaymyway) (via dont-confess) (via lovessoreribs) (via teganandsasa) (via cuylovely, rumblfumbl) (via vanishedknights)
Jul 23rd
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Jul 21st
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I am thinking this blog is going to end up often having posts about a certain man… So I feel I should give him a little nickname by which I can refer to him. This is actually quite a difficult task in itself, but I think I have settled on one; The Nice Guy. I call him that because he is such an unbelievably nice guy. He always knows exactly what to say to make me smile and he never shies...
Jul 21st
Isn't it great?
The type of guy I go for (and I have recently realised that I do indeed have a “type”, it is the kinda slightly geeky, maybe a little bit camp, funny, “nice guy”, which I suppose is better than going for the “bad boy” type) just so happens to always be the type of guy that loves to please a girl, and loves licking out. How fortunate this is for me… And...
Jul 18th
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Jul 18th
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“your quirkiness was captivating”
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I am going to tryyyy and do this.
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name Day 03- A picture of you and your friends Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to Day 06- Favorite super hero and why Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you Day 08- Short term goals...
Jul 5th
Why can’t everything just be easy?
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Jul 3rd
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This morning I feel… content but wanting. Wanting what? Yeah wanting that thing that I shouldn’t. I am glad this wanting is distracting me from the disappointment and rejection. I need to get over that, and the wanting is definitely helping. But I do have this terrible fear that if I try too hard to get what it is that I want then I might be faced with another pile of rejection and...
Jul 3rd
Help! I'm being followed!
I have my first follower <3 I guess this means I have to write sophisticated posts often but not too often. Hahaa well I apologise, but I am an altogether unsophisticated person. Soooo that won’t be happening. But I will try :]
Jul 1st
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